Cry Loud and Spare Not

Things That Make You Go Hmmm? (An opinion Page)

Well I left off placing an entry into my journal just before the Gregorian 1st of the years. During this period, I had a comment onto one of the video's I had posted. Honestly and no insult to anyone but I had a hard time understanding what the gentleman was trying to say to me. I think the gist of it was I should not believe every interpretation that the Holy Manuscript has been changed into, because there was the Greek, Roman, English, and of course different languages, so the interpreted Word could be flawed. 

Well just to be kind and get you to understand completely where I am coming from. Let me let you fully know where I stand as far as man is concerned. 

I have literally stopped and cleared my mind and asked? Where do you stand as far as The Highest (God) is concerned? For me, it is either black or white, there is no gray for me. If I am wrong in something, you better believe me that I will stop and listen to what you say before I make an informed opinion over a matter. I can change but it depends on where the change comes from. I had been a Born Again Believer since 1998 and there was nothing that could ever sway me to change my mind, because I loved Yahua (God the Father) and Yahushua (Jesus) with all my heart because I was in it till the end. However, I still had questions and things that bothered me.

For example: 1. How come every time a visiting pastor came to visit, he always had a word for the Pastor of that church, the Pastors family, someone on staff at the church, or one of the Pastors friends? To me that was so fake and disappointing, because if God was supposedly speaking to people in that church, why was it always the same old people all of the time?

2. Another thing, why would we read a scripture, if lucky 1/2 to 2, only to get a message about how Jesus or God wants us to prosper. I had always thought that it was salvation and leading us to Christ so that we could reconcile with the Father, as being the reason for Him coming. Paying our sin penalty and restoring Israel.

3. Favoritism- There was always an in crowd. My husband and I were always invited to become a part of that in crowd. However, we made a conscious decision early on, that we didn't want to be a part of that crowd, we just wanted to worship The Most High and His Son Yahushua.

4. Calling people out by preaching about them from the pulpit. I just had a great distaste for that. Whenever the Pastor was angry at someone, it seems a message about their offense made its way into the message for that day. I wanted to hear about Yah, everything I could about Him or His Son Yahushua but I did not, so it always bothered me but I wanted to remain faithful and I was. Just like a lamb about to be lead to the slaughter.

So I changed or rather if I want to be truthful, the Father changed me. For there is nothing that we can do within ourselves unless the Father calls us. You see, I don't care if the top greatest scholar in the world came to tell me about God and His nature, I wouldn't believe it. I know Him for myself and I think that only those who He reveals Himself to will even get it. So when people tell me that I am misinterpreting or misunderstanding the scripture, I am wise enough to hear what you have to say and flow with it after much prayer, reflection, and studying the scriptures for myself.

However, for anyone to tell me that the scriptures are misinterpreted or tainted, to you I say, who exactly do you think The Most High is? Do you think He is up there sitting on His throne wringing His hands because He is scared about the untruths being planted into His Word? If so, please stop now, because my ABBA is able to do all things, and He is the orchestrater of all things. The One I server is very involved with His Creation, especially when it comes to Israel. I completely respect and believe The Most High for all things. There is nothing hidden or done in open that He cannot see, or that was not asked permission to carryout unless it went by Him first.

So my thing is. I am a Theologian. I have been taught by the best Drs. of Law, Law and Medicine, and Jesuit Priest, at a prestigious college, that has an amazing Law, Business, Theology, Science, Math, and Music Departments, to name a few. I know what I am talking about. I am not a Catholic but I have been trained very well by them, just like Daniel, Shadrack, Meshack, and Abednego. Although those were not their true Hebrew names, those young Hebrew's learned everything their captor's taught them, but still held onto their faith.

I read a blog this week where the lady was very angry with Hebrews (Blacks), because they claimed to be the Hebrews of the Bible. She said that if we admired the Jewish people so much that we should get to know their culture and join them. I don't think people get it, because I am not trying to become a Jewish person so that I can attend their Temple, because I admire them so much. I am a Hebrew by blood, because the Torah or Bible tells me so. 

It is not a religious book. It is a History Book, telling me all about my ancestors, and through the prophecies written in it, it tells  me why I am in this place.  That due to the fact we rebelled, would not keep the laws, and worshiped false gods, The Most High punished our ancestors and fulfilled the prophecies in Deuteronomy 28. However, the prophecies also reveals the fact that the Most High is coming back to get me and the rest of the remnant. 

Now the reason that I am writing this blog today is because I know who I am, and I know where I come from originally. I can't go back in history and tell you my great-great grandmothers name, because unfortunately as a great-great grandchild of former slaves, we don't have that luxury. Yet I don't need (although well intended) people trying to tell me who I am. Just like you can trace back your heritage, so can I to a point. I am not ignorant, nor am I in a cult. I believe in a God who is fully capable of leading my life, and wise enough to already know what has happened in it. I am just walking it out.

Just an opinion today.

From what I understand in prophecies, everything will eventually be revealed. We will all be enlightened about certain lies that we think are truths. I have always marveled at people who think they know the answer to every situation or subject there is. Well, I will let you know right now that I do not know the answer to every subject, but I sure am learning about the ones that are important to me.